A Course in Miracles
Workbook Lesson 32
"I have invented the world I see."
Interpreted by Roberta Gallop
Daily Welcome: Good mornin, my sweet and amazing companions. I hope you had a good night's rest and got your hiking gear on because we are starting to increase to some small hills and steep, sharp rocks. But there is always time for a fashion statement, so let's take a sense to paint our nails. My right hand is for Indigo blue and my left hand is for blue-green, with sparkles of course. It's ok to be a little confused, even pissed, after all we are being told we made all this crap ourselves. Big hugs and love yous all around. We can do this, do you realize we have been at it for over a month. Yay us, let's pogo to the next lesson.
Prayer: Blessed and Loving God, thank you for creating us so you could hang out and experience this world we have made together. Please grant us the perseverance to keep going no matter what. Please let us never get to resentful to walk away, and please grant us knowledge of your Wholly will for us and the power to carry that out. Please remove the scales from our eyes that we may know our true identity. You are love, we are love, all is love, please help us to know that and stand strong as we go forward. Thank you for life, thank you for love, thank you for teaching us. Allways.
Workbook Lesson: "I have invented the world I see." The strangest thing of all is that since I made it, I can release it anytime I want to. But we have a tendency to not want to, because in the world we have made we have the illusion of free will. We can be anything we choose to be, decide everything, where to live, what to eat, what to where, what other bodies we choose to have in our lives. The getting locked in illusions can be very addictive, so addictive in fact that we have lost our true selves. But please remember this is totally by design because God wanted to explore this illusory world with us. Since God created the reality of who we truly are, Christ His Son the experiencer, we enjoy, play, love and be. So, when we are ready, we will release to light. I love it when we put this lesson and the previous one together, because they fit together like puzzle pieces. I am not a victim of the world I see, because I created this world, it is the one place I have the illusion of free will, only in my dream.
Thinking it Over: We wear so many hats, and play so many parts down here. The illusion I love the best is the one where I am helpless and weak, no one loves me, I am abandoned, unlovable and alone, and less than. God has completely forsaken me, and I will never be special loved, or desired. So please do a little soul searching, and ask yourself, what are the illusions you love the best? How do you like to present to the world?
Tips & Tricks: Now is the time you might think about a little reward for yourself, nothin too fancy, maybe a weekend getaway, or a new journal for yourself, so you can keep track of your insights, and resistances, or my favorite how about a chocolate and cherry pop tart, it just makes the world right, and it goes with everything. Please remember your time with the Wholly Spirit trying to keep that conscious contact, especially in the morning and at night. My trouble has always been that if I sit in a chair, I don't feel relaxed enough to connect to Him, and if I sit up in bed, I get sleepy quick and lay down and fall asleep. So I connect a little in the chair and a little in bed. But in the morning, my favorite connecting time, I got it all going on cause I am awake enough to lay in bed and just chat away and not fall back to sleep.
Upon Closing: Hey fellow explorers, I don't know about you but, I am frazzled and pooped. It was a wonderous expedition, just a deep and intense one. Let's rub each other's backs and go to the nearest mall for a little retail therapy. A shopping we will go, a shopping we will go, high hopes and up we go, a shopping we will go. Blessed night sweeties, see ya tomorrow.
Love & Light, Riki 🌈
Yesterday I was a little confused with this concept of illusory world and God wanting to explore this world with us. I think its going to take a bit for me to "grok" this concept. Yet, this morning I had 2 opportunists to set boundaries with others to avoid me getting to my habitual fearful thoughts. So, I am now thinking when I am internally insecure about myself the outer illusory world creates fearful situations because it is or I am, because I am creating this trying to nudge myself to be more in my own more integrity with myself, step up from my not good enough insecurities?
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